I took my copy of Donald Miller's Blue Like Jazz with me to last night's grad party. I had to have something to do on the bus over, you know.

While on the bus, a guy sat down beside me who was reading John Eldredge's Waking the Dead, which is my co-favorite Eldredge book. We talked a minute about Eldredge's most popular book, Wild at Heart, which I loved on my first reading but then distrusted on my second reading.

Anyway.

I take BLJ in with me. A number of the people I sat with recognized the book and asked me about it. Told them that I was revisiting it, looking over my notes from the first or second time that I read it. Everyone spoke very highly of the book, how solid Miller's ideas were (though one mentioned that she didn't agree with everything, which is fine). It was interesting to see people's reaction to the book. It presents quite the challenge to the believer raised in the institutional church.

I wish I could say that my life reflected the same kind of authenticity that Miller presents in the book. And I wished that I lived with the sense of "this is it" that Waking the Dead presents. Granted, I also wish I took the words of Jesus as seriously as I could.

That's the crux of it, really. Taking Jesus at his word. These other authors are good. They help us remove some of the cultural clutter that gets in the way. It's not gospel, by any means. But it does till the soil of the heart that needs to receive words of good news frequently.

So I'm listening to some songs that I downloaded at some point in the past but never listened to. Good lyrics from Anberlin's song "Paperthin Hymn:"

August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember
to kiss the ones you love goodnight

You never know what temporal days may bring
So Laugh, love, live free, and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord

Tonight I went to my first-ever grad party. Back in the day of my high school graduation, I remember that we had a party at church after graduation, and that was pretty much it (except for Dad needing to go to the ER, but that's another story). So it's been interesting to be in a culture where grad parties are a big deal: rent a nice banquet room, have a sit-down dinner, do a slide show, etc.

So I get to the location (a community center) and on the bottom floor reclined on a bench I see a familiar face reading a familiar book. That's one reason why I will miss the class of 2007: they read. This young lady was waiting for a martial arts class by reading Douglas Coupland's Microserfs. It was really nice seeing this graduate. She told me that later on, a half-dozen other grads would be in the same class, so I decided to make sure that I stopped by later.

I went upstairs to the party and was welcomed by the grad, and then I sat at the "adult" table with a co-worker and her family. Then I saw some other grads and they waved and I waved and walked over and talked to them. Did that a number of times; it felt so normal. We had a nice dinner, and then I went back downstairs to catch my other former-kids hitting each other with sticks (I kid you not).

This past week I made two commitments: one, to be less sarcastic, and two, to be more excited when I see my friends. I'm not necessarily doing too well on either account, but times like tonight make me want to do the second one better. Not to read too much into my former-students' reactions, but it was cool to be waved at and talked to and to have the chance to laugh with a group. It was weird to "catch up" on "old times" already. Heck, one former grad even had her lip pierced. Whodathunkit?

Tonight is one of those nights where I will go to bed thinking that these four years were enough, that this group was the perfect cap-off. I'm not sure how true that is, but that doesn't make the feeling go away.

I've been thinking a lot about words lately, and whether or not they really have power anymore (if ever). I know the answer to that question, but I don't always live by that answer. Still. . .

I've been revisiting some old favorite books and came across this quote just a minute ago. Thought I'd share it tonight before hitting the sack. It's from Donald Miller's first book, Prayer and the Art of Volkswagen Maintenance. Forgive me if I've shared it before.

Do waves lap up on the shore to dazzle neighboring waves? Do mountains life their summits to endear other mountains? Do birds command the sky to transcend their flock? If it is the whole of life to bring glory to God, have I not wasted my efforts in ill motive? And how does one revive sincerity on its deathbed? And how does one become something never practiced? How does one begin to love God? That is, after all, the goal of my journey; to find a Joshua Tree within this desert, hang a rope from its limbs and do an end to my old self, never again to impress with false righteousness; to become something new, a new creature whose heart beats sincere.

Yesterday I mentioned Chris Rice's new album. Today, over at Andrew Osenga's site I find that a new song from Caedmon's Call's new album is on the web. It's called "Share in the Blame," and you can check it out here.

A lot (well, more than a little at least) is being made of the changes happening in how we watch TV and listen to music and such. With downloads and TiVo and DVD sets, everything's a little crazy and the entertainment execs don't know what to do. Shows like Lost andJericho have lost regular viewers, but they have a significant jump in numbers when it comes to DVR and digital downloads. People like me like buying one or two songs more than whole albums these days.

There's another trend coming, I think. Maybe it's been around for a while and I'm just now seeing it. It all started with the newest Derek Webb album a month or two ago. You could "buy" the album online and have it mailed to you as soon as it dropped. In the meantime, though, you could download the entire album (since you paid) onto you digital music player. So I the album for a few weeks before the album actually came out. I also got a nifty book in the deal. The music is good, though I haven't given it the listen that it deserves.

Today I check my e-mail and find out that Chris Rice has a new album dropping in July. Now, Chris has been a little hit or miss for me lately; perhaps it's because he's good but so much can sound the same. Still, he's a Union grad and he has a great heart and he's a creative guy. So I went to the website and found that I could order the album now and even listen to it now, even though it doesn't drop for another month. This time, though, there's no downloading to ye olde iPod.

"The times, they are a-changing," Dylan sang. And that goes for those who sing and are sung to as well. The music on Rice's album is pretty good so far. It's funny. Sometimes it's all about the title song. This one is called "What a Heart is Beating For." Good stuff. A good while ago Smitty reminded us (quite effectively, I might add) that "love isn't love til you give it away." Now Chris here reminds us of another side of love, it seems, as "love isn't love unless someone pays." Strange to think about, I guess, but true.

Oh yeah, check out the album here. Or at least learn a little more about it.

Perhaps it never ends.

This morning, I made it to the bottom floor and realized that I had forgotten something in the apartment. On my way back up, I found myself in the elevator with the Honolulu Advertiser guy. He, who when last we met thought my "Hawaii" shirt said "Harvard," was nice enough to give me a free copy of the Sunday paper. When I put it on my bed to look through and find the comics, the Nation section fell open and what do I see but the faces of kids from my C and G period classes, all smiles and looking funny in a four-color kind of way. Everywhere you go, there's a grad!

This has been a nice lazy-day Sunday. After church I went home, had some Subway, and ended up taking a serious nap. No swimming today, though I'll get back to it tomorrow. Spent some quality time flipping channels, which reminded me that sometimes television doesn't have all of the answers. Now I'm watching the end of the recent Democratic Candidate debate. It's all frustrating to me, politics. But I want to be involved, to at least know the faces and the key points. The Republican candidates are all very "slick," which is interesting to me.

No school tomorrow, which is nice. I still have at least one or two things to do before the semester is a total wrap. That's what Tuesday is for.